i would say that my practicum did not turn out to be like what i expected it to be. sad. frustrated. and i feel so down right now.
what makes me feel so sad is that the students do not have the courtesy to respect their teachers. even more me the trainee teacher. i dont like to shout at people as i dont like being shouted at. but they make me shout at them. not being harsh to them but a little bit firm. just to gain their respect.
but there's nothing much i can do when they themselves dont wanna study. "you can lead a horse to water but you cannot make it drink".
sometimes, i just cannot deny the voice inside me that tells me every single day " i was not born to be a teacher".
ya Allah, semoga Kau permudahkan segala urusan dalam kehidupanku. aku bertawakal kepadaMu.
what makes me feel so sad is that the students do not have the courtesy to respect their teachers. even more me the trainee teacher. i dont like to shout at people as i dont like being shouted at. but they make me shout at them. not being harsh to them but a little bit firm. just to gain their respect.
but there's nothing much i can do when they themselves dont wanna study. "you can lead a horse to water but you cannot make it drink".
sometimes, i just cannot deny the voice inside me that tells me every single day " i was not born to be a teacher".
ya Allah, semoga Kau permudahkan segala urusan dalam kehidupanku. aku bertawakal kepadaMu.
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